Ugh, i'm feeling so irritable and cranky now.. (Probably due to lack of sleep, horrible unsupporting family, and over-musings as to whether my crush still likes me or not ) Anyway, thank God i'll be going to KL for the Star education fair this weekend, and staying at my sis's house. I think if i have to stay in Kuantan for the rest of my life, i'll end up in Rumah Bahagia! (or Tanjung Rambutan, whichever is further from this hell ! ) To add to the general feeling of gloom, i now know what my family would think about me if i were to pursue my ambition. ( Nope, they're not gonna congratulate me..Quite the opposite, in fact..)  Today, i almost missed a huge chance to try something that means a lot to me, something i've wanted to do ever since i was.. 'bout fourteen? Luckily i managed to persuade my dad, so now i'm waiting to see if i'll be chosen!

      One of my best friends pierced her navel today. It was quite a terrible experience, for me..!  ('cause i practically collapse at the sight of blood) I couldn't resist peeking a lil when i heard the exclamations of how much blood was oozing out.. ( though i immediately regretted doing that, since there were quite a lot of bloody tissues on the table already.. ) Hehe, anyway, after she'd pierced it, i was the one who had to sit down and rest for a while, not her! She took it very well i supppose, since there was a considerable amount of blood when the needle went in.. (eew..) Oh well, at least i've made another 2006 Resolution to add to my list.. And the resolution is.... :

      ---»  Never pierce anywhere other than my ears.

      Oh look, its midnight already.. My ex was teaching me Mandarin the whole night. Its feels kinda weird, us still being such good friends and all that..He may even be studying at the university as me this coming May! Its really ironic though, 'cause just when we broke up, things started getting much better for us. For example, my parents finally allowed me to go out at night, and my dad even asked me why my ex wasn't coming along at first! ('cause he usually fetches me around.. ) Not only that, we now get along much better as friends than when we were together!

      As for my "eat less" diet, i guess its going on quite well so far..At least, i think it is.. Till today, i've skipped breakfast almost everyday, erm, failed to restrain myself from supper last night, but i shall try harder this time! Hmm, talking bout food.. I'm feeling kinda hungry right now, shall go make maggi mee.. ( the diet is temporarily postponed ) Hehe, night!