Question that's on my mind at the moment...

" Is it normal for an insomniac to lose her appetite after several sleepless nights?? "

         Hmm.. On the other hand, is it normal to have several sleepless nights at all? I wasn't always plagued by insomnia you know.. Once in a while, i would actually manage to be dead to the world by 1 or 2 a.m..! ( *sigh* ) Anyway, back to my question.. It's kinda weird, cause all of a sudden, yesterday, i completely lost my appetite!! Like, wtf?? Eating used to be my favourite past-time ever since..forever! ( especially since going for that camp, i've now learned the true value of fast-food!  ) Oh well, bright side is... I'm now 48.5 kgs...!!!! Hehe, to some people, it may not be much, but i think going from 53 kgs to 48.5 kgs is major accomplishment, right?  ( Then again, hope i start eating normally soon, and not become anorexic, bulimic, or anything worse..  )

         Oh, wait, i did eat today..!! Totally forgot that i had some "chicken fingers" that my friend, Sha, offered me this afternoon.. Hehe, i know, "chicken fingers" sound kinda gross, but its actually normal chicken nuggets, only in bite-sized pieces..! ( I was a lil surprised at first since i've never heard of it before.. ) Spent an amazingly enjoyable and refreshing time at Sha's this whole afternoon.. Umm, even fell asleep ( for almost an hour..! ) while Sha watched reruns on Astro.. It was really sweet of her to invite me over, since she knows i still need loads of activities to keep me sane ( for now anyway ), and at the same time, someone who's willing to hear me complain and sob over my unfortunate life. After ranting bout a certain someone to Sha, (and both of us alternately cursing that someone.. ) , i felt so damned tired that i dozed off almost immediately.. Guess she thought i needed to sleep pretty badly ( due to worsening insomnia ) so i only woke up blearily when my dad called..Thank you so much Sha, words cannot express how grateful i am to you..!    ( and also to my friends who've helped me in some way or another, luv you guys to pieces!  *especially those who tried "intro-ing" me to new people.. )

         I shall be going to KL for a week the day after tomorrow..( for Chinese New Year ) Now, i'm not sure whether to laugh, or to cry since life seems to hand me perfectly good opportunities at the worst damnest times..! Ironically, the very reason i wanted to go to KL so much is now the one reason why i loathe going there! ( the less said bout that, the better.. )

         Oh, its only 1.50 a.m.. What should i do now? Hmm, guess i could always go improvise the songs for band practice tomorrow morning..And as usual, i havn't even opened the list of songs i'm supposed to play! ( Procrastinator i shall be, no matter what else changes in my life.. ) After that, it'll be watching a movie in the afternoon! Then i'll have to rush home to pack at night, since i'll be leaving the following morning.. ( Hehe, see what i mean bout me leaving everything till the last minute? ) Kay, i'm gonna go look for my music sheets now, er.. think i lost them somewhere during the last practice..Oopz..!   Bye..!